stalking

stalking someone.. looking at pics.. someone i knew very well before.. urgh, all the memories keep coming back again.. dun wanna feel this way but mayb i'm juz bored.. can't sleep.. dis is not normal.. i think i should sleep.. wat am i doing.. i need motivation to study actually.. school counselling notes are not inviting at all.. keep trying to read at least a chapter(slides) but nothing productive.. juz like mira, maybe i need pressure too then i can start studying.. that will be today.. then, i can go home.. i want to go back home but at the same time dun wanna this sem to end.. the same feeling at the end of every sem.. kinda sad.. kinda gloomy.. kinda empty..