great day

i called my mom just now & i suddenly broke into tears.. i never let her hears me cries.. but today, i realized, life in here is hard.. she said 'jgn sedih2.. if anything, just call me. i'll help u..' i'm so down today.. friends & fucking practicum don't matter anymore.. i really want this to end asap.. this is the point where i feel like giving up.. i just wanna let go.. but can i?? how many bad news that i can receive in a day?? is there a better tomorrow? i doubt it..