baby

i didn't answer my brother's call. know y? because i hate him.

buduh

why they said like that about me.. they never knew what i've done there.. shit, i starting to hate my practicum.. should i prove to them, in front of their eyes then? 2 months left.. ok, fine..i'll do something then.. and that thing.. fucking in my mind all the time.. i feel seriously fucked up.. damn it. wish there is someone to listen to me.. wth..

great day

i called my mom just now & i suddenly broke into tears.. i never let her hears me cries.. but today, i realized, life in here is hard.. she said 'jgn sedih2.. if anything, just call me. i'll help u..' i'm so down today.. friends & fucking practicum don't matter anymore.. i really want this to end asap.. this is the point where i feel like giving up.. i just wanna let go.. but can i?? how many bad news that i can receive in a day?? is there a better tomorrow? i doubt it..

awesome!

by the way,i don't need your language...

burn

where oh where... this place is empty.. again. i can't barely feel it anymore.. juz gonna sit here quietly and let myself burn inside..... aihh.... wanna go home so badly.. where people r not being fake....

loner

see??? u don't have to if u don't want to.. it's so obvious.. i've told ya.. i'm a loner.

holiday...

everybody is going home already.. this is kinda sad.. i hate watching people leaving me.. thank God mira is still here.. this place getting quieter and dull.. feeling lonely.. need to go home for different kind of feeling.. wish raya this time will be more meaningful.. miz u mommy...