wooah

i saw u just now.. by the window, in the staff room, during the assembly..u r just a kid.. i knew.. i realize that.. but still.. it feels better when u r around, kiddo.. i can't believe i'm saying this.. i love the fact that u always smile and happy when u see me when at the same time, someone else said that u hardly smile.. u r emotionless but obviously not to me.. tq for being comfortable with me.. oh ya, u have such a quiet eyes, u know.. ahah! ;)

baby

i didn't answer my brother's call. know y? because i hate him.

buduh

why they said like that about me.. they never knew what i've done there.. shit, i starting to hate my practicum.. should i prove to them, in front of their eyes then? 2 months left.. ok, fine..i'll do something then.. and that thing.. fucking in my mind all the time.. i feel seriously fucked up.. damn it. wish there is someone to listen to me.. wth..

great day

i called my mom just now & i suddenly broke into tears.. i never let her hears me cries.. but today, i realized, life in here is hard.. she said 'jgn sedih2.. if anything, just call me. i'll help u..' i'm so down today.. friends & fucking practicum don't matter anymore.. i really want this to end asap.. this is the point where i feel like giving up.. i just wanna let go.. but can i?? how many bad news that i can receive in a day?? is there a better tomorrow? i doubt it..

awesome!

by the way,i don't need your language...

burn

where oh where... this place is empty.. again. i can't barely feel it anymore.. juz gonna sit here quietly and let myself burn inside..... aihh.... wanna go home so badly.. where people r not being fake....

loner

see??? u don't have to if u don't want to.. it's so obvious.. i've told ya.. i'm a loner.