mama

one of my fav things that i love to do when i was bored is to make my mom annoyed.. and it always working.. haha.. until yesterday, my mom said, 'u're annoying'.. now, everythng that she says and does is cute to me.. so, haha, bear with me mom.. love u too much.. ;)

i know

yup.. i guess i'm a nobody to u.. i will always be the last person to know anything about u..

bla bla

you always acting like that when i'm with you.. u really r 'sumthing'. and that's totally different when u r with her.. even on this very '****' day..

less and less

i will be going home like less than four days from now.. i dun know why but i don't feel fully happy at all.. i feel like i'll be leaving something special and meaningful to me in s.alam.. 4 months.. anything can happen.. this is sad.. this feeling always happen every end of the semesters.. and this time, i'll be the last one going back home.. how am i suppose to transfer all my stuff into my new house? i wish i could have the courage to drive alone all the way back to johor but i know.. it's the car.. the car is crazy and unpredictable.. it's like killing myself if i ever going back to johor alone driving that car..

screwed up

i fucking miss him!!!! am i crazy?? yes i am..

fine!

oh my.. i feel sad! nape la ade sukantara bodoh tuh.. i really wanted to go to my class tmorrow.. that will be my last class with 2D.. for GOD sake! i haven't take any pics with them.. i wanted to do something fun with them tomorrow.. i wanted them to do sumthing for me.. i have planned that, u know! but then, xpasal2 kena jga lompat jauh form 1 esok.. aih.. ~~ dukacita tol.. now i need to find suitable time to be with them for the very last time.. mentang2 kami dh nk hbs, suka2 je cepatkan sukantara.. giler mngambil ksempatan! aihhhh... dh la sukantara smpai friday.. no more baju kurung.. have to wear sports attire until friday.. wuu...

sv

i definitely wanna eat a lot of food tomorrow!

u know why? tomorrow, there will be a 'jamuan' for the trainee teachers.. yeay.. i can't wait to eat nice food.. yummy.. ;)) btw, i never been happier in my life before, at least in this school.. my supervisor sent me a message that she won't come to observe me anymore.. yezzaa.. it means that she observed me for only 3 times.. i wish upon the stars that she'll give me good grades hopefully.. she told me to enjoy my last week in this school.. of course, i will.. ;) sad.. suddenly i feel sad again.. ;(