this is totally weird.. it's been a while i haven't update my blog.. jd kalo aq dh update nih, msti ade sumthing la nih.. urgh.. i'm such a bad person.. i know & more worst, i didn't do anything to avoid that from happening.. before this, when i do sumthing, it doesn't involve anyone else.. not at all.. i do it bcoz i want to.. but now.. this thing.. it involves other people's feelings.. that can make that person will break into pieces if that person would ever know about it.. people that i care so much.. oh.. heart.. oh GOD.. help me.. don't let me lost you again and again.. i know i already did.. but..
i'm just scared..
